I’m 23 years old, single, with zero number of ex-boyfriends. I was pretty much like those invisible girls in teen movies. During my high school times I had a huge crush on one of my 7th grade classmate, who was good looking and good in all other means too.
When I became 16, I kinda started changing, for example, I used to have a very bad body shape, means no curves at all. But after high school every thing about me started changing, whether its attitude, face, hairstyle, body & even the way I talk to people changed. I always believe that every day is an opportunity to become better, & yes I wanna bring out the best in me.
During college I was not that invisible. Yes, I had crush on a few guys, but the 7th grade high school boy was still there, some where deep down in my heart. So I was in a not here, not there kinda state. If I’m in a relationship I want myself to be in it completely. I shouldn’t be thinking about the other guy. So I rejected the proposals I got. I could have said yes to at least a guy, but I knew those boys deserved the right girl, who could love them the way they are. Plus me being not so good looking, invisible girl during school days became choosy about guys. I have grown up watching Shah Rukh Khan movies & Princess fairy tales, so I do believe in soulmate & hope he’s not making out with other girls right now.
Later on I started realizing the fact that, my sisters, cousins & most of the friends are dating someone for sure, some with 4 to 8 ex’s. The time I started working, a guy tried to flirt with me. He was acting like he’s serious about me. He seemed too jealous when ever I’m talking to other guys around. I was 22, pretty much desperate to have a boy friend. Note* he was zero in looks, bad character & definitely not a prince charming. Still I was thinking about having a relationship with him. But later on I realized, he was touchy-touchy with all the girls. He named it friendship, but he was misusing it just because he don’t wanna commit to anyone. But that is pathetic & non-manly.
So I was back to normal, but that was the first & only guy i felt yak, for thinking about having a relationship with. After that I was super happy being single. I could hang out with any of my friends, can upload wired selfies on Instagram, wear any clothes I like. The best thing I love about myself is that, i’m becoming better everyday on every means.
For the past few months of corona virus issues, I do regret not having a relationship yet. I mean I don’t wanna die without experiencing first kiss, warm hug & someone to love me to the infinity. But I do believe, God is writing an amazing love story for me & one day I will meet my prince charming & wish you the same.
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